As we ushered out the last moments of 2012 with choruses of Auld Lang
Syne sung under showers of glitter and confetti and good cheer, I
found myself sitting quietly and remembering. Remembering the valleys and
mountains of the past year, the highlights and greatest hits of the
last twelve months. Holding my college acceptance letter and then soon
after my first--and hopefully not last--first scholarship award letter.
Leading worship for my church's youth group in the first three seasons
of the year, and then for a children's ministry in the ghetto in the
last season. The Hunger Games premiered in March--that was a
big deal right there. Sitting in my room in my childhood home, packing
up the past seventeen years into labeled cardboard boxes and then
unpacking them the next week in my new room in my family's new house in
inner-city Jackson. Then there were the less significant moments, like
upgrading from reading glasses to "driving" glasses, donating blood for
the first time, and getting a new job at a frozen yogurt shop. That was
2012 for me. Overall, it was a good year.
Not every year has been
that good, though. And maybe that's how 2012 year was for you: not good.
Maybe as you look back through the months, you see more valleys than
mountains. Maybe you see more moments you spent surrounded by your
blankets and cats and Criminal Minds marathons than moments you spent
surrounded by family who values you and friends who love you. Maybe you
bombed your finals. Maybe you left home and don't know how to go back.
Maybe you're not friends with any of the same people you started the
year with. Maybe it's your fault, maybe it's not. Maybe maybe maybe.
As
we stood together on that New Years Eve night, though, and surveyed 2012 before we
welcomed 2013, we couldn't help but see one constant in each of our separate
lives. God was good. God is good. Maybe this year wasn't, but the Lord and His character are not influenced by circumstance. He is good all the time and all the time He is good and He was good in 2012. He was good. Like the Matt Redman song says, He was good because never once did He ever leave us, never once did we ever walk alone. He was with us. He was faithful and He will continue to be so. I know that the Lord began works in my life this year that He will bring to completion and I know that the Lord began works in your life this year that He has promised to bring to completion. It may not be in 2013, or even 2014 (if the world can survive the next apocalypse and we live that long), but He will see it to the end and I am so excited to see what goodness He will pour out again this year.
The year is only four days old, but I know He has already begun to.
